Lately I’ve been having flashbacks from when me and my ex used to fight. A few days ago my current boyfriend was holding my hand and he rubbed on a scar that I have from when me and my ex would fight and he cut me with scissors which brought back some of those painful memories. Then tonight I was watching old clips from jersey shore when sammie and Ron used to fight and it just brought back all of these painful emotions. I can’t stop crying. My current boyfriend now treats me amazing and makes me feel safe but every now and then I replay those memories in my head and can’t help but cry.