I know we do not have it as bad, but I feel defeated. Everyone is wanting us to try and we have been for the past 6 months with no luck. I got my iud out in the beginning of June.

I have 3 days until AF is due but I feel it’s not the month. Took a test this morning and nothing. It is early but now i am not expecting it.

It hurts when i see everyone announcing their pregnancies on Facebook. Feels like everyone is announcing and here i am.

We haven’t told anyone we are trying except a few close friends. I want to surprise them with the announcement. Now it’s getting hard when every family event or place we go to everyone says they want a little one.

I know god has a plan and I just might not understand the plan. I mean it hasn’t even been 1 year yet.

God please give me the strength to understand your plan and help me through. Please give the people that have been trying for many years everything they’ve wanted. Please give me clarity.