Screw you, brain thoughts!

Of course I have cramps; period is due today but the progesterone is stopping it. I know I've been queasy but that's not nausea; it's just my poor holiday diet. My boobs arnt hurting; my pecs are just sore from exercise. The only reason the easy at home tests had a teasingly faint line is because of the trigger shot.

This is month 18; I'm used to negatives, and I know my blood draw on Monday will be negative, so stop making me think otherwise, because I cant handle another heartbreak!

But also... I mean... maybe... right? 🤞💔