I’ve been talking to this guy for a while now (like a month and a week). He has been saying he wants us to be together, blah blah. That’s not the point. The point IS, for the first time, he touched me in ways I haven’t been touched in so long.. AND I got some good ass head🥴 ugh. And now I can’t stop being horny 😩 I think I need to be fucked one good time but I feel like it’s too soon to have sex with him. It’s not because I think he’d leave me or anything.. I don’t really know why I’m holding out but I just don’t feel ready. Maybe I’m waiting for us to be together.

And I’ve tried masturbating, I’ve been doing it multiple times in the last 2 days but I can never finish myself off😩 I’ve also never had great sex so I think my judgement is a little clouded 🥴