Postpartum bodies

I hate mine. I don’t know about you but I hate my body since having my son. It’s been 16 months- I breastfed for 11 months before he stopped latching and I couldn’t pump. I was told breastfeeding helped you loose the weight. Lie. Big. Fat. Lie. I ate healthy, did some light workouts- nothing. I weigh as much now as I did at 8 months pregnant. Help. I need help.

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