I think I am out

Well ladies I think I am out. I started having spotting/bleeding around 4ish today. And hasn’t really lighted up but as last trip to bathroom it hasn’t gotten heavier either. 😭. No cramping like past miscarriages. But that could still be on its way.

I should be 9 weeks today. 😭😭. I guess next step after miscarrying is to talk to the OB/GYN to have my tube tied. I have had 9 loses and well I know my heart can’t handle another lose if I were to get pregnant again. So best thing for me is to tie my tube.