Birth control scare

Alexandra • Loving mommaa of 2 💕💋

I just took my first birth control pill in 4 years. Idk why I'm terrified of it but I am. I'm afraid it will hurt my anxiety or depression more. Or that I'll gain weight. I'm taking the mini pill. Any kind words would be helpful. Tell me your good birth control experiences. My post partum was indescribably bad. I'm just hoping I feel normal while on it