Virginity

Autumn

In August me and my significant other had sex for the first time(we were both virgins until then) and over the matter of these 4 months we have completely stopped talking. He has been “occupied” with tiger things and just doesn’t really talk to me anymore. I cried at first, then i was angry, and now i don’t really know what I’m feeling. I don’t feel empty just blank like there’s nothing i can do about what happened, can’t take it back, i even choose not to count it so in my mind I’m still a Virgin. But anyway, how do i get over something like this? Will I ever forget about it?