Hello everyone, my honey and I had been trying for 4 years on and off ... it finally happened.. Oct 4th is when I found out .. I kind of had that feeling it was happening because his granny passed away a month prior to this...

Everything was fine , baby was healthy and growing .... I was 12 weeks and 7 days when I seen baby at the 2nd ultrasound healthy and all once again ... soon as I became 13 weeks I was losing my baby ... the pain I was in was unbearable... I cried for weeeeks ... I still look at the ultrasound... I’m seeing a therapist now ... I have so much anger and hurt in me .. i honestly have that inner jealousy seeing other females pregnant... this was both of our first baby 😔