I just gotta say, 2019 was rough. I started the year with a car accident, my rav 4 totaled. In June my mom was diagnosed with lung cancer, thank goodness she did not need chemo but the pills she takes still makes her lose her appetite. Then on December 21st, the hardest blow of all. I lost my son Miles to preterm labor. This year was just not my year.

I hope and pray for all of us who had a shitty 2019 to have the best 2020. May we all be blessed with health, happiness, and big beautiful pregnant bellies. I know I may not get my child in 2020 but I at least hope to be big and pregnant this time next year. Good luck to all of us out here.