Is it just me? or does new years suck..

During this time of year (new years) and valentine’s day are really hard for me. Looking back on the year I know I’ve accomplished a lot but since i’m alone (single) and not dating it always sucks. I get really emotional about it, most of my friends are in relationships and with her partners during this time but i’m at home alone. I’m happy that my friends found ppl, I just question when that’ll time will come for me...I’ll eventually find the right one but it’s still really hard. Not having a boyfriend during this time just sucks ass. Is it just me that feels super vulnerable during new years and especially valentine’s day cause that’s coming up too :/