Severe anxiety

Kay

I used to be a big stoner and my bf says I'm his favorite smoking buddy as we're almost always together and blazing. Well i just had my little boy 9 days ago and when i was pregnant i had to stop smoking at around 15 weeks because of sudden severe panic attacks. I'm naturally a high strung person so I've dealt with bad anxiety my whole life and would occasionally need to smoke to help with anxiety but I'm literally afraid of having another weed induced panic attack. 9 days pp now and still haven't smoked for that reason. I want to get high like before. It used to be so relaxing and feel like that was me and bf's special time together. Anyway I'm just wondering if this has happened to anyone else