Not the start of the year I wanted 💔😢

Carol

Well after finding out at the weekend I was pregnant and confirmed by doctor on monday we were so happy then it all came crashing down yet again. Late last night I started to spot was only brown/pink and very light no cramps or out and just thought it was just settling in ok. This morning I woke very little on pad I wore over night. Had very loose stools today and been feeling more nauseous than normal so went to work and last hour or so before my shift finished I went to the loo wipped and passed this finger length mass very thin and looked dark in colour and attached to the end of it was this fluid filled sac. On way home from work I called the emergency advice line and they told me to go down to the trauma department at the hospital were it was confirmed I had a miscarriage yet again. I'm booked in for a scan on friday morning to make sure nothing had been left behind.

I'm totally heartbroken as thought this was it for us ( lost my first son at 28weeks stillbirth, miscarriage 6months later, have a 9 year old son 1 year after that, and this past year with my current partner we have had 2 miscarriages now). Need lots of baby dust as will be speaking to the consultant about tests and such to see why it's not happening for us.