So I've had 3 miscarriages my last one in September. I was completely broken after that and throw everything away pills, opks, fertility monitor everything I had given up and my fiancee supported me and completely understood how i felt and respected my decision but I know he still wanted to keep trying. Last night he said one of his resolutions for the year for us to have another baby, and I wanted to cry so hard. So know I am just having mixed feelings about the whole thing and just needed to vent. Has any other ladies felt this way?