I need to get this off my mind

Ok so I've been holding this in since December 14 and it's January 1, and finally told part of the story to my best friend last night. It was stuck in my head forever and I thought about it all the time. So basically I went to a party with my friend B. We drank and smoked 🍃. So I remember this all and idk how but I did. So we stayed the night with the 2 guys hosting it/the ones who brought us. And I had to pee so I went to the bathroom, one of the guys was in there and I didn't think anything of it so I went to the bathroom and sat on the toilet I told him "I can't pee with you in here" and he said "I could have left" but then I didn't even have to pee anymore. So I pulled up my pants and he came over to me and started kissing me and grabbing my butt. Everyone else was down the hallway in the living room. The bathroom door was wide open but you can't see it from the way the hallway goes. So I pushed him off of me and he picked me up and sat me on the sink. He started kissing me and I pushed him off again. "I can't" I said and he lifted up my shirt and like did things but then he started trying to unbutton my pants.he put his hands in my pants and I pushed him off of me again looked at him and said I can do this. He whispered in my ear "you're a virgin and I can change that" I got down fixed my shirt and went to the living room. Later that night while everyone was sleeping he came on the couch and laid down behind me. I didn't wanna wake everyone up so I turned to him and said "I'm trying to sleep can you go back in your room?" He put his hand on my mouth and whispered "let me take it" he unbuttoned my pants and unzipped my zipper and put his hands in my pants. I pulled his arm off of me and zipped up my pants. Then I got up and went to the couch where my friend was. Then I went to sleep there. And that's it. I don't want anyone to feel bad for me or anything I just needed to get the whole story off my chest.