How do you get over leaving a mentally abusive relationship of 3 years from when I was barly 15-18 and still with him...hes mean to me.he lies to me...he talks to other people he watches porn but I lost my virginity to him he was my first kiss...everything I do he makes me feel bad about it makes me appoligize are there really guys out there that don't do this seriously??? It do nothing to occupy my time...I have my own small business but I'm not on top of things I just worry about him.I have nothing to distract myself I wouldent gp to school so I could stay home and talk to him ...I ended up dropping out...I went to ged school but he moved closer to me and so hed make me go to his hoise instead of going to school like my mom though I was...idk how to leave...I would die if i saw him with another girl...