New Mom!!!

Abigail • First time Mom of Baby Girl Alexandra my Christmas baby 12-25-19 👶 🌈

Hi everyone First time Mom here! I was wondering anyone felt overwhelmed with motherhood? I have a history of anxiety behavioral depression but had treatment(therapy) up until I gave birth. Now that I have my baby girl I’ve noticed that at times I feel really just ... overwhelmed! I feel so incompetent and not prepared to be a mom and then I feel like I’m not up to the standards of being a good mom for her. Then the water works ! I seem to cry now more than when I was pregnant! ( I’ve always been a very sentimental person) but whenever I mess up or can’t seem to calm her as fast as her dad I feel bad because isn’t it suppose to come natural to me ? I mean I’m the mom! I guess what I’m trying to say is anyone else felt this ?? Or is it all just me ??