Am currently 10 weeks pregnant, me and my husband have been trying for years and we just got blessed with our little angel. Well for the last couple of months he has been just rude, he has become very racist, always saying all these comments about Mexicans, I am Mexican ,lazy he won’t help me with anything. He has just lost interest in me, he won’t touch me hug me, hiss me. Nothing at all, he has pushed me away so much, he will barely talk to me. His best friend comes over a couple times a week to hang out with us have dinner hang out, my car broke down a couple of weeks ago and am not getting it back till next week, and Alex (our friend) has been helping taking me to work picking me up, since my husband won’t take me nor let me use his car. He is very nice he opens the car door for me, helps me out carry’s my bag. He has great manners. He talks to me, gives me attention. I got sick last night and Alex took me to the hospital because my husband was tired from work. I don’t know if it’s because I feel lonely or I have no family here but am having feelings for Alex, I know am wrong very wrong Idk how to stop it. He makes me feel alive, happy. I’ve tried talking to my husband asking him for help or any kind of attention and I have no success. Am from California but we moved to New York. I have no family here what so ever, I don’t have friends my husband won’t let me have friends. Am RN and work graves. I work only 4 days a week and are home for the rest of the week. I always get super excited to be with him and he don’t seem to care, tonight is my night off and am watching a movie downstairs, on my phone with my headphones on he come and tells me to go to sleep, I told him I wasn’t tired, that I’ll be up in a couple minutes just wanna finish the movie. Well he called me annoying, a smart ass and that he didn’t love me anymore. That he is tired of me. Idk what to do. I do what he asked for dinner or anything. Have his breakfast ready for work and his lunch. I don’t think am a bad wife. Am just so hurt 😭