I'm 1dpo on the very first try. Sensibly speaking, theres almost no way this one is gonna take.

But i cant stop myself from looking up "things to do while pregnant" "stuff to save for while pregnant" "best foods to eat while pregnant" the targeted ads online used to NEVER get me. Now theyre sucking me in like a siren call.

i know, i KNOW that in all likelyhood, theres an 80% chance that I'm getting my period in two weeks. but i know i'll be disappointed and sad anyway!

how the hell do i keep myself sensible in this situation?!