When I pump during the day at work and when I nurse in the evenings, I get hit hard with utter despair. It feels like I have this gut wrenching feeling of pure sadness. My overnight and morning nursing sessions are not like that at all. At my 6 week check up I told my doctor this and she said it was normal, but will settle down. Well my daughter is now 4 months and it went away for a bit, but has become more and more frequent. I'm on zoloft due to severe PPD with my first kid (they wanted to try and lessen the effects this time around). It has helped, but I am at a loss as to why I'm still getting these crazy hormone surges. Is this normal?