I’m like lost now

I- I don’t even know how to feel. The guy that last week I told was the love of my life, shattered my heart at 1:37pm today, 2 days after our 8 month anniversary. Last week, I poured my heart out to him:

And then this breakup shit happens today

here’s screenshots of it happening, they aren’t in order. This was an ldr, so atleast I don’t have to see him, but I’m only 16 and this physically hurts. On top of that, he was my best friend, he was quite literally my everything. Happy New Year, amirite! :')