Aunt Flo is late- but I’m too scared to test

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My period is three days late... my husband and I have been trying to conceive for a little over two years. I’m so scared to take a pregnancy test because I don’t know if I can handle another negative sign right now. I have a light crampy feeling, but I didn’t have my usual pre flo cramps. I’m an anxiety ridden mess.

I don’t want to tell my friends or family because I feel like they get tired of me talking about my struggles with infertility, so I’m posting it here. Thanks to anyone who read this far- for whatever reason this calmed my nerves a little.