Should I wait...

My boyfriend and I have been for about 2/3 years. Never had a miscarriage or even a positive test. Hoping my 2020 will be different! I haven’t gotten my period since 11.29.19. I haven’t tested yet because I’m so scared of seeing it say negative! I’ve been feeling a little funny as well, sore nipples, no period, a little abdominal pain && crazy mood swings

Should I wait a little longer to take it?

Honestly I just want more than anything in the world for it to say I’m pregnant and if it doesn’t I don’t know if I’ll be able to handle the pain of another disappointing