When will I start feeling excited for this pregnancy?

Hannah • 24. Boy mom of 2. Baby #3 due July 2020

Currently 12+4. Ever since I found out I was pregnant I haven't felt the least bit excited or happy. My husband and I had been trying for our third baby for 4 months. I haven't wanted to do any baby shopping, looking at names, anything that I previously started doing right away. I don't get excited to hear the heartbeat and wasn't overjoyed at the ultrasound. Ifeel like this baby is coming at the wrong time. I'm hoping that I'll feel better further along but right now I'm just not into it.