Sex Journal

So for Christmas I got a journal and I’ve been writing in it every day just about my feelings and such. Mainly something to sort my emotions out in and something I can use to not lose memories. Recently my boyfriend and I have been experimenting sexually, and it’s something I think I’d like to document. The only problem is that I’m a teenager (not young teens, mind you) and worried that somehow, whether intentionally or accidentally, someone I’m related to might go snooping through my journal if they found it and read about my experiences in that field. If my mom read it I know for a fact she’d severely limit our alone time together. However, these are memories stemming from love and I’d rather not let them fade into nothing more than a basic remembrance of what we did.

Do you guys think this is stupid to want to record? Too risky? I’d appreciate any opinions