TTC #2 - it's been hard - Hubs is acting funny

Bethany

Alllllright... So I haven't ever posted here before but thought it would be a good outlet at the very least and/it provide some insight into some increasingly weird happenings.

My husband (of 7 years, we've been together for 9) and I are TTC #2 after talking about it for almost a year. (Both of us were on the fence, #1 was a miracle... Rainbow baby with many complications during delivery.)

Here's the thing... He's been acting funny. Like flying off the handle over an everyday disagreement. (We've also run a business together for the last 3 years in our town, which is challenging, but we've made it work... We can both handle ourselves with minor disagreements...) In the last big blowout screaming match he actually grabbed me in anger... It hurt, I was scared. I really haven't been able to get past that part yet... We both had our parts in the fight, I know I said some nasty things, but I would never lay hands on someone I love in anger. I packed a bag, really was ready at the very least to move my stuff into the guest bedroom and call it roommates until our daughter is grown & in college.

The last couple weeks he's been a strange combination of wonderful but so distant. We've been talking about making a home office for me for at least 2 years, and last week he cleans out an area for a desk... In the same day he shows me a photo of him with our daughter playing at the park together & when she swiped the screen to go to the next photo he immediately took it away... Disappeared for the next 5 minutes... The photo he took it away on was a personal selfie, not a dik pic but it was kinda flirty & it wasn't sent to me. I kinda think he's cheating and I have no idea with who...

QUESTION(s) OF THE HOUR:

1) Am I crazy? Bc I feel like I'm going crazy.

2) WWYD (what would you do)?