Everyday it hurts I’m now 31... I have been trying to get pregnant for many years going on 4 years... I am starting to hurt more listening to my coworkers talk about there babies it hurts going to the grocery store seeing these beautiful moms pushing there cute little baby strollers. I hurt when I hear my friends are pregnant again. I hold it in I don’t want any of my family and friends to know how bad I took myself off all social media... I just wish and pray even if I am only blessed with one child I would be soo happy I just feel like now I’m never going to get that experience.