Scared...

Yesterday I tested at 10dpo. Had a feeling I was pregnant and I was. However I’m not allowing myself to feel the joy. I had a chemical pregnancy and the cramping I feel right now resembles the cramping I felt back then. I’m so afraid that I’m gonna come on my period on the 6th or 7th as expected and will again flush my clump of cells away. I’ve been laying around mostly because I’m too scared to move. Anyone have a lot of cramping and had a healthy pregnancy? I’d love to hear your stories.