Miscarriage

I found out I was expecting two days before Christmas... what a gift after trying for nearly 3 years. Losing my mother in law right before Thanksgiving and a grandmother right before Mother’s Day. My baby carried so much meaning and strength for my family. Christmas Day there was a small blood show which followed an immediate appointment. The day after Christmas, There was a sac but no yolk sac no small appearance of an embryo which confirm my miscarriage. My heart melted, I was confused, upset, and still in disbelief. Why me? I have waited so long for this. My family pushing me to recover. But I will never mentally be ok.