Chemical/miscarriage

E..

I’m so sad... I’m 3 days late and absolutely never late. On time always or early. I took a blue test and it was faint positive but you could clearly see it and I took a pink this morning with my first pee and it’s obviously negative. I don’t get it. I guess I caught a chemical or early miscarriage. Third in a year

Why is it so easy for those who shouldn’t have kids and so hard for those who strive and never wanted anything else?!? It took a year for my three year old 😭