Fed up I want this baby out

I am not dilated and I’m a few days shy of 40w

My dr said we can be induced at 42w and I absolutely do not want to!

My last induction was at 39w because baby was measuring big and I had a 56hr labor

I took forever to dilate then I was stuck at an 8 for hours!

How can I get my self with contractions or dilated I want this baby out now I’m having such a hard time

Sex I absolutely don’t want nothing to do with I am no where comfortable for it (tried different positions)

I’ve done bouncing on a ball

I’ve done walking

I’ve done nipple stimulation and pumping

I’m literally about to just take a shot of C.O. (Not for real cause I’m scared it’ll hurt the baby but I’m so tempted cause nothing seems to be working 😭