Wow I made it with 3 previous miscarriages I've made it further than I ever have, 12 weeks was out celebration point the point where we relax and pray for our bundle of joy to be healthy. But however we are not really celebrating I actually spend every second I have alone crying. I made it to January 6th where I would be 12 weeks, my dad however did not. He had an accident and is in intensive care, his brain surgery has effected him huguely he cannot move, keep his eyes open or talk, he cant even react no sounds or doctors telling him anything. This is the last thing I had expected our small complicated family were so happy and focused on this new member being healthy and born into a loving environment. We were all improving our diet, my dad was cutting down on alcohol my mum gave up smoking. And now this.. doctors are very blunt also they must keep us aware of "worst case scenario" and hearing that multiple times a day is heart breaking, that he may never improve or if he does it would be from weeks, months to years. To think his first grandchild may be here before hes back is horrible and I cannot focus on this pregnancy and my child when all I can do is cry. It could be the hormones or just the fact that my boss won't let me have any time off I'm working 60 hours because my manager is on holiday and I just aren't coping at all. I feel so alone it's just my mum and husband that's all I have. So unfortunately my 12 week celebration isn't going to plan. Any advice on how to cope or keep calm would be appreciated. I'm even thinking therapy but I don't think we can afford it on top of this new baby. Thanks for reading. 😭😭😭