1/5/2020 my bestfriend gave birth to a beautiful lil girl and I can’t be more happy for her 😍😩. I’m having a hard time of my own being that I lost my baby in November at 10 weeks , and just got out of my tww from my first cycle TTC rainbow & AF arrived 3 days early . I give up TTC , it’s been putting me thru misery for the whole year of 2019 which caused so much pain ! I am done . I have a beautiful niece who I would give the world too . God does everything for a reason and I believe I just wasn’t meant to be a mom 💔. Happy TTC journey ladies . don’t drive yourself to the point where you don’t want to try anymore , like I did ! God will answer ! I believe for all of you ! JERSI ELIANA FORD WELCOME MY LOVE 🥳💜