I miscarried on New Year’s Day. I am too good at blocking things out and not feeling (trauma response, yay; yes I’m in therapy), so I was just numb to what happened and couldn’t even think about trying again. Couldn’t think at all, really, just mindlessly going about my days. BUT...today I re-ordered ovulation strips and pregnancy tests and prenatals. I will have a baby in 2020 ✨🤞🏻

My thoughts are with all of you. Baby dust my friends.