Hard day

So today 01/06/2020 was supposed to be my due date. After an early miscarriage in July and ttc rainbow baby for 4 months with no luck, I’m just feeling really disheartened, depressed and anxious. Hubby and I Just started taking Maca powder capsules about a week ago, ovulation supposed to be in about a few days. Anybody have any success stories with this to help cheer me up?? ❤️😋