My boyfriend, A, and I have been together almost 1 year already. I’m currently 3 months pregnant. I had been having a gut feeling about him. So of course I’m going to listen to my gut. One night he left his phone just lying there and I decided to go through it. Mind you he’s done this to me gone through my phone without my knowledge. So I didn’t think he would get mad about it. And surprisingly I found a lot and I mean ALOT of messages between him and other females and some of them included nudes or him asking for some or them trying to sell him some. Through Snapchat, iMessages and Instagram. Some dated back to when we first started dating. One of them was With a female and some of those messages dated months ago while being with me. And the last couple messages were from the day of our anniversary. And just now I had spent a week at his house and left on a Thursday so visit my parents. On that Friday we stayed on FaceTime the whole day till Saturday when I was going back to his place. Now Saturday comes and I decided to check his phone cause he was getting calls from his friends. I come to check his messages and there were these messages with a female on a Friday. So he texted her while being on the phone with me and let me tell you they were not friendly messages. The ones from December are from the days of our anniversary.

This one is from this Friday.

The last picture is dated after a month we started dating. Most of them were from days before or after being with me.

I confronted him about all of those messages and he said that he hasn’t done anything with anyone while being with me but I don’t know if I should believe him due to it all. When I asked him why do such thing he just says he doesn’t know said he’s a man. Yet he says that he loves me still. I told him to not do nothing like that ever again and he said okay but I just don’t know. I want to work things out you know because of the baby on the way I don’t want him to grow up with a broken family. I really do love him but I just don’t know if he’s telling the truth about it all. And I fear that if I stay I’m just going to get more hurt or he might actually cheat on me or hurt me or the baby. But I also don’t want to leave because I won’t have the strength to do so.