BFP doesn’t mean anything to me now

We have no problem conceiving. I stopped my BC pills in August.. and got pregnant in October but had an early loss in November. Pregnant AGAIN in December but another loss a few days ago.

BFPs 2/4 cycles TTC... And I haven’t even made it to my first ultrasound either time. I’m at the point where I’m almost afraid to become pregnant because of the enormous let down that follows.

Any tips or encouragement for moms after multiple miscarriages? How did you keep going?