my sweet di/di twins Kyzen & Kastel made their appearance 10 weeks early on 12/29/2019 💕

I decided I would try to add the twins’ birth story in here & yes all of it is true 😅

12/29/19 at 8am I put my 4 year old, 3 year old & 10 month old in their play room with their dad and left to go pick up my bestfriend and godson for a playdate/house cleaning party 😂 at about 8:15am I get to their house & tell my friend who is always fashionably late to get dressed so we can go bc my back was hurting, but to let me pee first bc i couldnt hold it 🤦🏽‍♀️ welp after peeing i had gas & decided to try to poop 💩 but because ive had a ton of watery “discharge” i felt the need to keep my hand close to my vagina so i could actually look at it & make sure it was discharge... one push & loud pop later & SURPRISE Kyzen slid right on out, footling breech & 10 weeks early .. into the toilet 😩 after grabbing him super fast and giving him infant cpr, im in the hallway screaming buttt of course my godson has fortnite turned up so loud you cant hear me on the other side of the house, so im holding Kyzen with one hand taking my pants off with another & waddling across the house pouring fluid & blood everywhere. i get to my friends room scare the hell out of her and her husband & then we realized the baby is turning a horrid grey color & i feel around and find a knot in his umbilical cord so we cut his cord, clamp it & then suction his nose and mouth & wrap him in blankets while her husband is running outside barefoot trying to call 911 (none of us could find our phone). finally an ems gets me and puts us in an ambulance and theyre trying to calm me down bc im bleeding super bad and my BP was sky high. meanwhile im still in labor & Kastel was not happy 😅 they roll me into labor and delivery trying to get my doctor there fast as can be (of course the only doctor i absolutely HATE makes it there first) they start stripping me down giving me IV’s for blood & one for fluids & medicine, inserting my catheter (i hit that nurse 😳) and are asking me if they can sign my paperwork for me bc my husband fell asleep and hadnt made it to the hospital yet. they automatically tell me that shes also footling breech and i need a c section butttt the doctor said she would just deliver her vaginally so we still go to the OR just in case. they rip my IV out by accident so i have people sitting on me, trying to stick IV’s in me, giving me an ultrasound, putting a ton of monitors on me, checking my cervix & giving me oxygen bc i could not calm down and im already 75% through birthing twins vaginally with no medicine. of course Kastel didnt wanna come out she was up under my rib cage & butt first at this point and her heart rate was in the 180’s & they though she was gonna end up with a cord prolapse so back to having a c section. once they realize im hemorrhaging & Kastel’s heart rate was way too high & my bp was still sky high they gave me some medicine in my mask and told me to count backwards. one long hour later i woke up in the PACU with no babies, after getting one dose of fentanyl and one of dilaudid 😖 andddd that is my birth story, btw yall my husband showed up about 30 min after i woke up in recovery. i did get to meet my sweet daughter & see my sweet son for a second time about 4 hours later & they are doing awesome in the nicu now! unfortunately im now dealing with an incisional hernia & a messed up liver and i can definitely say this was the most traumatic birth (i just had an 8lb 7oz baby all natural & posterior in february) but im glad to have my sweet & healthy babies.