I’ve never been the most confident person while being on top. My boyfriend doesn’t usually mind but has been dropping more hints that he wants me to be on top more. How do I get more confidence doing so. And any tricks to make it enjoyable? I’ve maybe only been on top 3 times. Once was our first so it was awkward for both of us, the second time we were slightly drunk after coming home from a friends party. And the third time was just really awkward for me. I feel embarrassed but I want to make it enjoyable for him... 🤫