The 5th wasn't the first time he attacked me. But it was brutal, and I caught most of it on camera.

My husband, that I have been with for 15 years was angry that we hadn't been kinky, dirty enough in "too long" and not enough that day for sure. He started getting grumpy before out kids were in bed, and once they were it turned ugly.

I currently have a cold sore, and when he demanded I suck his dick I told him that I couldn't, which pissed him off. The way he was acting, I also informed him that I was planning on some type of sexy activity that night, but now I didn't want to.

I have footage of him insulting me, shaming me, screaming at me, slamming down a cup next to me and it shattering. Grabbing me by the hair and dragging me across the floor multiple times. I scram as it hurt horribly, he slaps me and chokes me hard. Says that if ANYONE calls the cops and they show up, then I won't be alive by the time they arrive.

In the video I'm crying hysterically begging him to stop. He grabs and rips my hair again pulling me across the floor. Slaps me hard. Shoves my face down on his dick so hard I can't breathe, I'm gasping and gagging, he pushes further and I vomit all over him. He insults me and wipes vomit on me. I'm literally choking on vomit and can NOT breathe. I started getting light headed and after more insults he hands me water and tells me not to be so dramatic, how disgusting I am, and to clean up the mess.

After cleaning up, he grabs me again, slaps me again, forces me to suck his dick. I'm crying and begging hysterically. After a while he stops. It hurts and burns to talk between the choking, vomit and throat oral assault. He says that I clearly don't love him, and don't want to be with him. I tell him (in a super raspy voice) that I love him, but I don't want to be assaulted. He says too bad, you aren't leaving me.

After more back and forth we head off to bed. I take a shower and spend as much time in there as possible. A few hours later I felt him trying to play with my pussy. I told him no. He shushed me. I begged him no. And he said one way or another it's happening. The whole time I begged him to stop. He didn't. I spent more time in the shower, and finally went to bed. I got about an hour before our baby woke up.

The next day, he went to work and was texting asking if we were okay. Being apologetic. I told him no, nicely so as not to spark another fight.

We haven't done anything since, and he's getting grumpy. I still have the cold sore, and I'm starting my second period pp.