Any other mom's had trouble adjusting to having a baby? I always thought my mother instincts would kick in but I still have trouble waking up, hearing her cry, etc. I feel like actual trash mentally and physically especially after having a section. My mom keeps making me feel like shit just making me feel like I don't deserve to be a mom. I really can't help that I'm having so much trouble waking up but I'm just so exhausted. And I feel like I'm not allowed to feel tired or sick or upset bevause it's not about me anymore. I'm so ashamed of myself tbh. I really just want to be the best mom but I keep screwing up:( what do I even do :(