I was being a boss about it but I’m falling apart this morning want to cry the babies farther wants me to terminate but I feel in my heart I don’t want to but I also feel I’m so weak . I had a dream and kept hearing “ your ready “ and I don’t think I am but I want to be when I think about this baby that’s growing inside ... in my opinion if it’s an embryo or it looks like a baby it’s a baby in every stage... its a life . I simply can’t bring myself to abort this child that I already feel is apart of me I have so many thoughts. I’m so overwhelmed. The baby father was a cow-worker we were not in a relationship.