in love with my best friend

ah ik the cliche tv plot. but my best friend and i have always seemed to have a stronger connection. we cuddle and will do everything people in relationships do. we kiss each other on the cheek and hold hands. and go out to eat together. we’ve kissed on the lips once and both freaked out. but we both liked it. he’s a bit of a flirt with everyone too. so he is a very touchy person.

my problem is, he’s dating someone. it seems like he really likes her, but it’s his ex that he left a while ago. they just go back to together. but it just seems like we really have something. i’m not trying to go after him or anything. i’m just wondering if he’s fucking with me. he knows i like him. does it seem like he likes me too, or is he just messing with me? and, should i wait till i have a turn with him, or should i just move on?