Husband not on board

Little back story,I've been with my husband for 5 years now. I have a 7 year old from a previous marriage. When we got together I wanted a baby like right away. I was that crazy girl thinking my clock was ticking at 25😂 we obviously waited and I respected that he was not ready. Got married and now we have been ttc for a year and a half. I have pcos, have done 6 months of clomid and the hormones. My dr can prescribe anything higher than 150mg of clomid. So now I self refer to a fertility clinic. I've been researching as my insurance does not cover anything for fertility and the only place here where I live doesn't participate with my insurance anyways to even try to bill for it. Ok so since I've been researching, I'm open with my husband about what all we want to try. How far we want to go and what not. Well tonight he sees me reading on here and I tell him I'm looking up costs of an iui and he says no. We're not doing it. If it doesn't happen naturally then it doesn't happen. I; devastated an confused start to cry because we WERE on the same page. Not sure when that has changed. I'm just wondering if any one else partners switched on them and how they coped. I'm not usually an emotional person when it comes to this but there are days I have my moments and break down. And sometimes I'm fine with having one and being an auntie. Ugh. Lol