Give me guidance please.

Hi. I’ve had baby fever since I was 14. I’m 16 now. I want to be pregnant so badly. I want to have the morning sickness. I want the stretch marks and the bloat and the weight gain. I want to be so tired I just want to sleep. I want a baby. I am ready to be a mom. Mentally I am so ready to be tired from taking care of a newborn and the hard postpartum days. I’m ready and I want it. What if I can’t have babies when I’m older. I am so nervous my life would start now. I don’t have any friends anyways so I would finally have something to take care of. I am ready for all the pregnancy. I have had people ask me if I’m a mom before. I just want a baby. What do I even do. Someone tell me I’m not ready.