Broken Orgasm

I know I can orgasm by myself. I know what I like, I communicate with my partners, we’ve used toys, porn, lube. Everything. I’m not old I’m 20. I feel bad like I’m broken around men or something? Like I can orgasm in front of them but I’m doing the work. Anytime THEY do it I get close but never an orgasm. Am I broken or something? 🤣