I have crappy friends

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I have friends that make me feel like crap. I’m 18 and never thought I’d still go through with this. I don’t get abused in my friend group, at least they don’t do anything rude to my face but I have that one friend who is just toxic and the others just follow her. Worst part is that I’m related to her but she hates me but we’re civil to one another. She acts nice to me but our friends and her actions say that she hates me.

Sometimes they purposefully leave me out of stuff but when I’m with them, I’m the one they talk to a lot and trust the most, except for the one I’m related too. Even right now, they hang out without me, only me. I pretend I’m alright with it but gosh, they’re so inconsiderate.