my friend

so i have a friend and she has depression. i have saved her life on two occasions. i have been there for her when she was kicked out of home for months. i gave her a place to stay. i fed her. i took her to school. i made her feel welcome in new environments. i’m there for her at early hours of the morning when no one else is.

i don’t have depression so i don’t understand what she’s going through but i try to be there for her as much as i can and educate myself aswell.

what do i do when she takes her sadness and anger out on me. how do i deal with it when i’m upset.

because if i ever try to stand up for my self or say that how she’s reacting towards me isn’t okay and isn’t fair then she says things like “well what’s not fair is that i cry myself to sleep every night and i want to die”. which obviously makes me feel really bad. what do i do ? how do i cope ?

pls help and no hate 😞