SENT HOME AGAIN!!! 🙄🙄🙄

Was told I was starting cervical ripening Friday and that I would end up staying to get induced. They gave me two doses of mitoprosal and I didn’t progress much and my contractions were mild, so they sent us home. (Kind of understandable, wasn’t that upset just annoyed). Though they told us to plan to stay the night. I live an hour from the hospital, and they had me there for 7 am so you can imagine the annoyance of being sent home after being told you’ll stay. They said they’ll continue the cervical ripening on Monday, as the meds should still work over the weekend and then I would get pitocin to start the induction. We get there again this morning for 7 am. My son was moving every which way last night so I slept for maybe an hour and 45 minutes before I had to get up. Nausea from the lack of sleep and pain of contractions set it on the way, and I couldn’t wait to just get there and have this baby. I get there and they check me and say I need just one or two more doses of mitoprosal. After the first one (four hours after ingestion) they checked me and said “ okay we’re going to be perfectly honest. You have progressed only one cm since. I know you just got here and your contractions are definitely stronger and longer lasting than they were Friday, but we overbooked the ward and we’re going to send you home for the night and have you come back tomorrow. I’m like haha you’re kidding right... NOPE. Not a joke. They told me they would give me a second dose but for “my safety” they’re sticking with the one and hoping I go into labor tonight seeing as I’m having major contractions. They said they aren’t consistent enough for them to keep me and they have higher risk patients being induced. I understand that part, I’m by no means upset others need to be induced and have medical problems I totally understand that and wish nothing but the best for them and their babies, but it’s frustrating that the hospital didn’t plan. I even called this morning before I left my house at 5:30 to make SURE they had room for me today and I was to come in for 7 and they confirmed. You would think someone would have checked the schedule on how many inductions they were having today? No? Best part about it is as I’m leaving they say “hopefully we see you in the middle of the night! There’s a 50/50 chance you’ll naturally go into labor tonight or your water breaks, so fingers crossed!!” I go yeah that would be GREAT. It’s snowing, and I live an hour away. But yeah coming back in the middle of the night would be super ideal after driving back and forth twice due to poor planning! Love it! So now they said I’ll be “on call” for tomorrow to come in, and they’ll keep me updated as the afternoon goes. I’m baffled. Sorry for my ranting, I just need to vent to people who understand hormones and being OVER your pregnancy and being in pain, with major anticipation of meeting your little one. My boyfriend says it is what it is and to not get upset. How can I not be upset? I’ve been told twice I would be staying at the hospital and having my son, just to be told I need to go home and come back AGAIN. It’s so frustrating! I’ve also been nauseous since I woke up this morning, and it hadn’t gone away. Food made it worse and they gave me some Zofran to help but it really hasn’t done much. My body is just over it and I’m so uncomfortable and hormonal. I’ve been crying since I walked out the door. I just want to give up and beg for a c section at this point because I want him OUT. There’s only so much I can take. I hope someone understands out here.