My husband made me cry during sex **tmi**

Sorry very long post!..

Currently pregnant with twin 30 weeks to be exact. Well since we found out we were pregnant we’ve been in bed rest on and off the including no sex too. Well since ive been off it probably like 15-16 weeks we’ve had sex a couple of times due to me being in a lot of pain or just uncomfortable and exhausted. Usually my husband is sweet and will try to start something but I usually shut him down because I’m tired or in pain. Well anyway these last couple weeks I started to notice that my vagina gets super swollen (doctor said it’s normal and due to all the blood flow) well I had been hinting my husband that I wanted to get some lol but he kept saying he was tired or he’d fall asleep and (he was the one that first asked what was wrong with my lady part during our last intercourse so I was embarrassed) and I really thought he was grossed out by me or by it. I mean who oils want to have sex with someone that’s leaking colostrum and has a vagina that looks and feels deformed?? Right. Well since the it’s been rough because he just kept making excuses so I thought. Tonight I came home from my moms and he had ran me a bath and had candles and it was a total surprise after I soaked in the bath for a while he came in to check in me and helped me get out and dry up one thing led to another and he laid me on our bed and started kissing my body head to

Toe ladies. ♥️ he kept saying how beautiful and sexy i was to him and that he really had been tired and wanted me to rest since I had been waddling so much more lately. The closer he got to my lady part I felt so emotional and embarrassed because it was already super swollen and I could feel how gross it was getting. He then started kissing around it and on it and gave me oral even though I said stop because of how embarrassed I was he continued gently and omg it was the most amazing thing ever I finished and he came up to me and tells me how he loves everything about me no matter what. I of course started crying we had sex and he was so gentle he kept telling me things he loves about me and what makes him fall in love with me everyday. 😭 he’s a 6’2 bearded lumberjack man who’s always tough and isn’t romantic much lol so yes this was a huge deal for me😂 okay I’m done. If you’ve read this far thank you! Lol (I’m also going to post this anonymous because I have family who have glow lol)

*thank you to everyone!! I didn’t expect so many beautiful comments you’re all so sweet! And yes we all deserve to be treated like queens♥️♥️

Today was a hard day for me and so stressful shopping for the baby shower and grocery shopping my body was done! He made us dinner cleaned up and ran me another bath! He’s definitely a keeper! This is me currently!